In My Head
your confusing me
why does this have to be so
complicated
your breaking me
with every smile that brings me
close...i thought it brought me closer
to your core
now i see that it is possibly
just a sweet lie
as you move father
and farther away from my reaching grasp
soon ill be forced to pull myself back
i must pull myself away from your tranqualizer
because, your crushing me with your illegitimate stares
....tell me the truth
its just one, one simple word
do you care?
i need to know
you said yes in the beginning
you didnt care if we hooked up
now.....now that she knows
you deflect my looks
you nullify my touch
yet there
....right there as you crush my heart
there is that smile
that makes me so very sad
and i look away
as i am confused again
just tell me
with everything aside
forget if you are suppose to be away from me
just tell me do you care?
im ready to cry because i dont know anymore
one night with your touch isnt enough to make me sure
nor is that look tainted with sadness that mixes in your gorgeous eyes
your burning in my core
crushing me inside
obliterating
...all that i have left
i need to know so i can get
unattached
before i have a pre-year heart attack
you are my heart attack
a disease i can barely fight against
it is myself i need to defend
just tell me your feelings
just let me know before you push me so far
so far, that im dead
your pushing me to the edge
i dont want to live
but i need to know
if your love is real
or is it all just in my head?
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