I'M Trying To Fix This
I stare at the paint I have smeared.
Knowing it is time to give up, I refuse.
You're tired, my heart says.
You're exhausted.
Sh! I say. I'm trying to fix this.
The more I try, the worse it becomes.
Bad brush, I say, throwing it into the water.
The next brush is bad too, and the one after that.
I get frustrated now.
My painting is a mess.
I need rest.
My mind knows this.
My heart refuses.
I need to paint! she cries.
Winning, she begins.
Four more brushes get dunked into the water.
They are all bad.
Ten minutes later, the painting is thoroughly ruined.
Completely non-fixable.
My neck and my back ache.
I am exhausted,
and I am irritated with myself.
I knew better.
Why do I always listen to you?
I think, admonishing my heart.
My mind laughs.
Copyright © Caren Krutsinger | Year Posted 2018
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