I'M Sorry

Are you there? I can hear your silence As it rips apart all of me…all of me… Are you there? I need some deliverance As I fall apart by the seams frankly Am I lost? Why must I go through so much stress? I am making sheer progress by deleting hopelessness I am sorry that I hurt you so…hurt you so… I am sorry that I have to let go…let you go… I have become dumb… I drink sorrow’s rum… I am reduced to this bread crumb… I will be strong like titanium I will be strong and ripened like a sweet, beautiful plum Are you there? I can hear your footsteps As it rings in my ears and rings a bell…you caress me again Your lips quiver against my own As if you loved me long ago – does it still show? Are you there? I can hear your silence As it rips apart all of me…all of me… Are you there? I need some deliverance As I fall apart by the seams frankly Benevolence and perseverance – They are all in my throbbing head of dread You are truly in my remembrance I need some happiness and cheer instead I am left so uncertain for infinity years I am left broken with many fallen tears Am I lost? Why must I go through your agony and worries? I am making sheer progress as I walk to and fro in the breeze