I'M Really Going To Kill Myself

now that i have your attention let me state the OBVIOUS i cannot kill myself with this paper but the pen does look enticing dont get me wrong i'd love to die tonight but then what would i do with my eternal damnation this is not a suicide note cause im not dead (yet...) im just informing the world of the OBVIOUS in a way i killed myself already the day i joined your group of people you say im wrong you say im bad but then again isnt it OBVIOUS that you are the one that is judging me and the last time i checked to judge is a sin OBVIOUSly you have no idea of what im trying to sing the point im trying to get across isnt black or white well actually it is because there is no grey so dont justify your ways dont make your choices "okay..." for mine are not worse and yours are no better and since there is no OBVIOUS answer since there is not a definite do you use the word conviction only when it benefits you hypocrisy is the OBVIOUS at least in the few who have opened their eyes and for you that still do not know the OBVIOUS let me explain: OBVIOUS in this text is a representation of the sick and perverted and twisted and manipulated thing you call religion christianity to be specific if i do not see the way they see i am evil if i do not agree i am vile people never understand what needs understanding and now im a showing all that the bible is not just a book its not only a road map as some would call it it is not the thing you made it only one word can truly describe it SCRIPT that is what it is no more no less so read your "BOOK" and read your "ROAD MAP" because you made me what i used to be your eyes are sewn shut which is more damaging than closed church doors so open your eyes and remove your stitches and see see... see.......... TRUTH