I'M Needy But Not Greedy

I'm needy, but not greedy
I worry, but not just for me
I'm sad, but wish to be glad
I'm late, but this I hate
Always tired, it's how I'm wired
I cannot be, who you need
I cannot see how to be free
I cannot change,  my pains
I'll never deal the way you will 

You'll never know, where my mind goes
You don't understand because you can't
It isn't physical, therefore, ivisible
When I walk, you talk
Behind my back, you keep track 

Of when I eat, sleep, work and rest
You claim that I don't do my best
You wish I wasn't such a mess
But if I didn't try, I would confess 
I still ask that God will bless
I would prefer, you always have to guess
Than, like myself, take this test
Stroll down this road of loneliness 
Thirst for a taste of common bliss
Wondering what it was you missed 
But according to you, it doesn't exist
I'm wasting time, writing this
But when I rhyme, I feel my best

So I cling to words with a rhythmic beat
I spit a line and then repeat
I type, not write, so it looks neat
Then print it out on a clean white sheet
I lay my soul, before your feet
Then take cover, before you speak
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Stars Avatar
July 23, 2017 at 6:13 PM
uhm ... nice rhymes pattern but your last 2 lines throw a really wierd feel to this reader ... ... " i lay my soul at your feet ... then take cover ... before you speak" ... ok ... lol ... we get it in our own way ... could be viewed as a protective web from sorted verbal abrasions. . ... yeah ... thats pretty disturbing. ... thanks for taking the time to share your thoughts. ...
Hopper Avatar
July 25, 2017 at 1:45 PM
Huh
Lamoureux Avatar
July 21, 2017 at 3:17 PM
I like this self reflective contemplative piece. When we stop concerning ourselves with what others think we begin to discover our true selves. I think you will be pleased by what you find. Thanks for visiting my poem.
Timperley Avatar
July 21, 2017 at 2:57 PM
Sounds like a control freak dealing with faulty wiring. I know people like that. I think to walk away to fight another day is good advice. I enjoyed the write, Anna. I will dip some more if I may at a later date. God Bless.D.
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