I’m leaving now

I'm sorry I'm mental I'm sorry I'm gone I'm sorry I'm stupid I'm sorry I'm scared when the lights turn off I'm scared to be alone due to the lack of attention and- lack of life I'm sorry for all the dumb things I do especially when all I want is to mean something to you I'm sorry I've been through years of sexual physical and emotional abuse I'm sorry I'm ed Ik I am Im sorry I really am I'm sorry I can't be the girl that you want I'm sorry I'm mentally lost I'm sorry I'm so alone that even though Someone's using me I Still want there validation I wish I was there for you I wish I wasn't gone I wish I was the lee that you need me to be I wish I knew who Lee was at all Just don't leave your all I have I know I ed up I ed up real bad I'm sorry for all the rhyming it's what I do when I get scared especially when I might lose the only person who ever really cared