Illusion of Confusion

It is as though someone has pulled the tightrope out from under my Not so secure after all bare feet Ever so discreet...ly As so us two should never meet, you see I've journeyed backwards for miles on the Sidewinding roads of my Memory, of my mind To see if I could possibly find Exactly where it was I steered off the the right When I should've gone left Now I'm left Bereft To moan and groan all alone To you I've always shown my Dire desperation and deepest dedication to the cause All my expectations, complications, accusations Exactly where should I begin? All my obligations, limitations, and revelations In the end I still can't win This battle of life- a strife I remember once you called me your wife You simply twisted the knife Now as for my new introduction to seduction It may end in destruction Yet the sultry sensation of the tantalizing temptation Enclaps my body with such elation I pray to God for my salvation So in conclusion to this illusion of confusion I've fallen from grace My life's a disgrace That nothing and no one can ever erase