I'Ll Learn To Drive

I feel like I'm mourning an uncertain death. I've never once had steady motivation or confidence. I'm somehow the only hope. No one knows how I'll do it - create a miracle out of this. Create a life out of this that I'm finally okay with. How will I do it? I'll keep being me. Only I can navigate my life/the car I don't yet know how to drive. I won't give anymore people my wheel. My life isn't your joyride. I just know that when I reach my destination, the people in my car will get out and help me park.