Ignition

Too much of life 
is played out
inside the head,
tripping off down some
side road into where 
we've been,
or has us lost in a mirrage
floating in the "what could be"
somewhere up ahead. 

A dark within us
doesn’t like living in the now,
as if the present 
is small pickings for it
to feed our fears and guilt.
Past and future
are the hells of never enough,
the ache of want.
Strung between the two
is the somewhere 
we live our lives,
the moving moment
where the eternal touches,
the point of ignition
beyond which
only love survives.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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Kyser Avatar
November 12, 2022 at 8:23 AM
Good write, Paul. I think I'm living more in the now these days. At some point, I made peace with the past, but did do a lot of looking forward. Retirement has helped cut down on the what if, finally reaching one of the milestones I looked forward to for years. You are correct - we need to focus more on the here and now.
Willason Avatar
November 14, 2022 at 1:55 PM
Always a challenge, being fully alive can only be achieved by immersing oneself in the now. We try. Retirement should give you some space. Thanks for your comments Jeff.
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