I Wonder Why

I wonder why this perennial topic of death does not interest me Even my own evokes cold detachment rather than invoking warm heated attachment to denial anger disappointment body betrayal. Death cast in dull shadow by my fascination with my own mortal double-boundaried life Which came from lives not mine and returns, fades disperses? perhaps, explodes? implodes? re-unmembers this individuated Ego Born and reborn from and of Earth's eco-centered co-gravitation with Sun and Moon light and dual-dark double negatives equating positives, regenerate Energy's great democracy ergodically dynamic experiential math and con-science rather than entropically stuck stale death From win/win beginnings, Alpha waves through death's atomic whole ego-embodied system leftbrain autonomous identity back through brain systemic holistic individuation Easing back into this great Climate Sea of re-emergent win/win becoming, sacred right mystery and profane left history, dual-dark enlightenment, dark images and bright win/win memory universal-unitarian future already past interdependent yang-yintegrity Energy CoPresent So much more curious courageous dynamic regenerative healthy and interesting than lack thereof.