I Wonder If

Author Dana Redricks January 18, 2023 I wonder if I died in surgery would my daughter even miss me. The reason why I say this is, because of how she often treats me. Blinded by my hidden tears, and the love I've lost throughout the years. I wonder how she would handle this life without me here. No Mamma to take out her anger, or take me for granted. I will have faded into distant memories to never be seen again. I wish she could see and understand how much she means to me. I wish she could understand that parents are not perfect, we just play the cards that we have been dealt. I know I made a lot of mistakes, and didn't do many things right, but out of all of the things I did wrong I did a lot of things right.