I Wish I Was Dead

I wish I was dead I don’t know what I feel on the inside I want to die So I try to run and hide I can’t help but to stop and cry Cause you see It’s all inside of me My hopes my dreams my fears my screams my demons trying to kill me But thats something you will never see All you will see is a stand up guy With a smile on his face while he’s tying not to lie not to cry not die And he know that he’s ed up in the head and he knows that he needs help and he knows that he is depressed But he won’t get help cause the demons and voices inside his head are all telling him he’s better off dead Telling he’s better off alone cause all of his friends left him on read when he needed them the most But who cares people rather just stop and stare while you’re having the worst breakdown of your ing life cause you’re just trying survive when all I want to do is die So don’t ing tell me I’ll be alright don’t tell me I’m brave for trying to survive my own ed up head cause I’m not I’m just a coward who couldn’t pull the trigger when the gun was against his head I wish I was dead.