I wish i could say you that but we will never talk things out

,,You hurt me" I say to him, after my tears dried. ,,You hurted me too", he lends at the wall. ,,But I never told you" ,,Yes, suddenly your eyes didn't speak anymore. Not everything what people perceive is verbal" I hoped you won't ppint that out, now my headaches hit harder: ,,but, but you were much more rude! I just didn't know what to do!!!, I scream You held my hand! You told me you like the things I do and suddenly you hate them? I know I can't Cook, but don't you see the bumbs on my fingers, don't you?! I always try because I want too! It might seem silly, for you, you viewed me like I was unfairly because I always did more. Why?!" My face shed skin because of the anger, how I stood still with the same facial expression. But I didn't tear up. I am not crying but why do I have a runny nose ow though? ,,That's what I mean. When I am on fault, you act like you didn't know because how you explain it, you never thought of me doing that right? But I did, damnit I did! I was confused when you asked me, while you saw me by yourself but by trying to resolve things with me, you told me a other person told you about it. ,,Is it true?", following with: ,,maybe I also overheard hahah". I beg you, try to sociallize more. You scare me" Now my eyelids were no more shaking but lay on half closed. I was not ready to hear. ,,I asked god for what the purpose was to Set all that up, now i know." I took my jacket and opened the door. ,,For what?" .. ... I still stopped. ,,why don't you answer me?!" He pulled me harshly, that I ended up falling on my knees again. ,,You left me questioning you too." He instantly pushed me harder. ,,You are not stronger than my father or much more crazy? What will you do, what you want to do? ,,Where fo you want to put me to, where do you want to lock me too? I hope you know these wounds will be gone till tomorrow. After 20min little hit here and there and little ows nothing will happen." Your body started shaking uncontrolling, your hands were way too wet: ,,I never hit you. I never did stuff like that! I never locked u up or anything" ,,Oh?", I pull my one eyebrow up, with the smile on my mom my mum always hated me doing during an argument: ,,You never locked me up? Oh right, so you never just left me on read, blocked me or ignored me? What always you dis for years straight. There us no difference" I stumbled. You look way too sure now. Why are you not mad no more ,,We aren't even together. I never liked you. You liked me"