I Welcome My Other

staring into my reflection I see blemishes
Anxiety, stress, ugliness others might miss
I tear myself apart in big gulps and sighs
Seeing the truth below my devil mask.

There is sorrow for a second 
But I swish that away; not wanting to feel a bit sorry for myself
Wanting to hold myself accountable 
A slap to the back of the head means my other is here now

My other is harder on me yet.
I welcome her presence. She will point out other errors.
Mistakes I might have forgotten about
Or worse buried.

Together we are a mighty force
Alcohol and I; she brings me to my knees
Revealing truth in bare, terrifyingly honest ways.
Hello, I say, welcoming her defiance and her wrath.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Hankins Avatar
July 1, 2021 at 12:42 PM
Amazing what happens inside of us, isn't it, when we are forced to reveal our true selves to ourselves?
Krutsinger Avatar
July 1, 2021 at 9:25 PM
It sure is a crazy thing.
Bangalee Avatar
July 1, 2021 at 12:15 AM
UNITED ALL OF THYSELF ARE YOUR INNER POWER AND STRENGTH - LET IT BE EXPRESSED TRULY
Krutsinger Avatar
July 1, 2021 at 9:25 PM
I do try to unite myself usually.
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