I Want to Know What It Feels Like To Be a Normal Teenager
To go out with friends
Without having a care in the world
To find people
who just get me
And accept me the way I am
To be good at a sport
And to be known
To do well in school
Yet not be “too nerdy”
To be pretty
Without being accused of
Seeking attention
To popular
But not obnoxious
To be in love
Without falling into the trap
Of he loves me,
He loves me not,
And wondering everyday
If I am worthy of your love
Without worrying everyday
If today will be the day
You find someone else
and leave
I want to be a normal teenager
Because soon
It will be this time
That I grieve
Instead
I crawl out of bed everyday
Wondering if I am good enough
For any of this
Pretty enough to go
Out with friends and to
Not have a care in
The world-
And just be myself
Social enough
To be accepted
By a group of people
The way I am
Fast enough
For my name to be
Known in my sport
No-
Just to be
Average
at my sport
To be smart enough
To do well in school
And even have a future
To be cool enough
For people to want
To be around me
To be beautiful
Without having to
Put pounds of
Makeup
Everyday
Making-up
A false reality
Of the person I
Would die
To morph into
Just to be good enough
For someone to love me
Without them wanting to leave.
Even though
I am living
As a teen,
My teenage experience
Is something
I grieve.
Copyright © Chelle Chanelle | Year Posted 2023
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