I want to be reborn

I want to be reborn I want to be free not better than anyone just better than me. Earning my money nothing more, nothing less living not surviving and leaving no mess. I want to be a girl that effortlessly breathes to look in the mirror and not hate what I see, the ones that skin glows that everybody knows, with eyes like the sky they wouldn't dare to see cry . I want to be reborn so that I fit in walks through storms and walk through winds. having long flowing hair and live in a world with no care. I want to be reborn it will be better that way, I wont have to pretend or watch what I say, I wont have to be hidden or blend into the crowd, because its impossible to be free when you were born to stand out. I want to be reborn it's exhausting being me, hoping for a change that isn't meant to be, I want to be reborn if I wasn't already clear, maybe then they will like me and not hide away in fear. I want to be reborn its tiring being me, existing a world impossible to be free. For me its different I wasn't born to be free I was birthed full of hatred and forced to be me.