Heidi Sands Poet Rhyme

I Threw Away the Mask

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# 4 in the Motivational Series. (Regarding overcoming child abuse and trauma)

I threw away the mask

You said you wouldn’t have left, if I hadn’t told you to
My words were that of a fifteen year old, what was I to do?
I risked abandonment again and got it in my face
As you ran away with glee to your new place
You were the adult, able to take yourself away
Regardless of what happened to me that day
I tell you now, I am the adult and I choose what is best!
For me, for my life and all the rest!
I know you can’t accept the way that I feel
But I will and I have always chosen to be real!
I threw away the fake family mask long ago
I took my own path, as you very well know
I am not a mold for you to manipulate, abuse and bend!
This is not a path that you can bring to an end!
You cannot cast a fishing pole and catch me on a line
You cannot reel me back and expect me to be fine
Don’t forget the fire burned, when you stood with that chief!
While your child was tortured and evil took life like a thief!

Heidi Sands  

1/8/19

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Gershon Wolf January 9, 2019 at 7:27 PM Reading this, I just don't know how you got through all this, my friend...But I'm sure glad you did. More power to you!!! :) gw Heidi Sands January 9, 2019 at 7:36 PM It was a tremendous amount of trauma and it is a life long process to deal with. But , I am very grateful to be where I am at and turn it around to positive things. Thank you so much Gershon. :)

Susan Ashley January 8, 2019 at 9:40 PM Baring your soul in the artistic expression of your trauma and pain is beautifully inspirational, Heidi. I admire your courage and your heart. Warmest wishes always, my friend.. ~Susan Heidi Sands January 9, 2019 at 4:24 AM Thank you very much Susan. I appreciate your kind words and support. I wish you the best. Happy New Year :)

Tom Cunningham January 8, 2019 at 2:37 PM Time can ease the pain Heidi but the deep scars remain, the worst thing is to try and bury those painful memories. Speaking or indeed writing about them I hope will bring some sort of closure. Tom. Heidi Sands January 8, 2019 at 3:12 PM Hi Tom. You are absolutely right. The scars do remain. I hope to reach others who have been through difficult childhood's as well, so they do not feel alone. It is very important for victims to be able to speak and be heard. Speaking, reaching out and writing are all helpful. My series still has some more to go, then I will take a break and return to it or not later. Thank you for your visits and comments :)