I Search

In the morning cold cold blows the falling snow a tattered blanket of dirty white hiding not all life away wanting now I search for some meaning to feel a purpose needed to be defining what I am I have felt the glowing sun warm light shining on me letting me feel fulfilled it too quickly faded away my words I scatter far I shout them upon the wind which carries them far away never returning again to me a hunger hurts inside a need I cannot fill in the days I seek and in the nights I cry purpose do I have a reason that I am something that I should be but can it I become dark paths remember I ways taken in the night lost in the light of day under the burning light with fumbling steps I walk seeking that which might be but pain does fill my soul and I fall onto the ground lying in the dust seeing dark clouds overhead wondering of the light now lost unto me but I cannot stop I crawl onto my knees to somehow continue on seeking to find me