I Pretend

I am full of myself today.
So eager to please my true love.
Others do not know me like I do.

I pretend to keep them close, 
Yet I actually keep them far, far apart.
I will never show them my total me.

All full of sass, I hide it.
It is way out beyond my reef.
I know the power of myself full tilt.

So I hide it away, but pretend I am open.
He looks at me and smiles, having no idea
What my sadistic mind is capable of thinking.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Romios Avatar
September 9, 2019 at 3:01 PM
I am the opposite of you. I never learn when to shut up about me and can hide,nothing! Ugh Panagiota
Krutsinger Avatar
September 10, 2019 at 12:05 AM
Panagiota, thank you for stopping by. I hide so much it is crazy. But when the truth comes out....watch out! And stand back.
Johnson Avatar
September 8, 2019 at 2:11 PM
OH MY! :) I so can relate to this a bit too much. :) <3 You have the kind of courage to take that honest look at yourself Caren. I know a few people who could learn from you. :/ :) <3
Krutsinger Avatar
September 8, 2019 at 6:42 PM
Thank you Leslie. I am brutally honest with myself.
Proxenos Avatar
September 8, 2019 at 12:42 PM
Your poems come from a bountifully gifted mind of imagination and fascination - great write Caren - Hugs, Jennifer.
Krutsinger Avatar
September 8, 2019 at 6:42 PM
Thank you Jennifer. I so appreciate you.
Rodrigues Avatar
September 8, 2019 at 6:11 AM
LOL! I like that your full of sass and full tilt!
Krutsinger Avatar
September 8, 2019 at 6:42 PM
Thank you Kim. Trixie and I are blowing our bugles.
Marcum Wong Avatar
September 8, 2019 at 1:27 AM
Your ending is really a hoot Caren, and unexpected too! I loved it! : ) xxoo
Krutsinger Avatar
September 8, 2019 at 6:43 PM
I love that Connie. Thank you for letting me know.
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