I Need a Fortuneteller

"Why isnt the phone ringing"? I keep thinking to myself. Did he already put his heart and us, high upon a shelf? I have'nt been gone 24 hours and I feel as though I am not missed. My mind keeps going back to the last time we kissed. It was gentle and sweet, filled with desire.. He put my mind in a whirlwind, and set my body on fire. Why cant he love me? as i love him? I wish he'd open his heart and let me in! I don't know how long to try, or even if I should? I don't want to think I should have gotten out while I could. I'm already in so deep, he owns my fragile heart. From him, i wish to never part. Will he break this heart, will I cry endless tears? or will we be together for many happy years? I need a fortuneteller, a genie or a magicball To just fill me in, tell me all. written 1/27/1998