I Must Submit

I have strayed, betrayed, let my soul out of your control, oh how this has destroyed what I know. Just days, moments, each second I became more lost, deep inside I was dying, knowing I helplessly fought. My soul is meant to submit, to follow what I know is true, to give up my life, my decisions are up to you. Dying deep inside, I've feared this despair, I know that I must come back, but I am so scared. Please accept me stained, broken by this life, I know I have forgotten, how you have forgiven before. This submissive soul in me, was never meant to run away, I have been reminded now, that you truly lead the way.