I Have Always Been Loyal To You
You’re losing sleep thinking secrets I keep,
I defend myself in pride never leaving your side-
Loyal am I like nectar to a craving butterfly,
for I have nothing to hide, no nothing to hide.
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Be aware you scare and your threats hurt like hell,
and no I have no unbearable whispers to tell-
So much turmoil we’ve seen but I say what I mean,
you think I am dirty, I am nothing but clean.
It hurts me your fears are making you lose sight,
but I say to you that are only visions of night-
Not real, only illusionary anxiety and worry,
remember all the good you used to love in me.
I can’t stress enough how much I love you so,
it’s always been you, that was so many years ago-
Can we please move on can you final let go?
there’s so much room for our love to still grow.
We’ve been here before, and haven’t you thought
of how it hurts me you think anyone else I sought-
You are my one and only, and it makes me so sad,
when you forget all the good and make up the bad.
You must confuse me with someone else in your past,
thinking I could ruin something so perfect to last.
I am not the one who needs to open her eyes,
maybe you should take off that insecure disguise,
and all the love and faith in me you’ll finally realize.
Maybe you are the one who never even tries.
You think I am full of deceit and lies,
honestly, I am in complete silence who cries.
I never hurt you and I vow to God I never will-
just lay with me tonight and hold me so still.
Fictional Write
August 18, 2018
Copyright © Lu Loo | Year Posted 2018
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