I Fell Asleep Last Night

I fell asleep last night knowing there was a possibility that I wouldn’t wake up. That I wouldn’t wake up to your smile; to your happiness. I fell asleep last night knowing that I hurt you; knowing that I hurt me too. I fell asleep, not because I wanted to; Not because I was tired.. I was more scared to, because I didn’t want to sleep knowing there was a possibility of losing you; losing you because of me.. But, I fell asleep in hopes that when & If I woke up.. I’d get to spend another day loving you; showing you how amazing you are.. & that alone is enough to be thankful; To be thankful for another tomorrow.. Another chance to make you smile; another chance to prove id never hurt you.. If you let me; If you want me.