I Don'T Want To Care Right Now

I'm going through a lot and life isn't fair right now My broken heart seems to be too damaged to be repaired right now The world on my shoulders is a lot to wear right now But can I enjoy tonight without judgement Because I don't want to care right now For a few nights I'm going to be back on my nonsense I'm going to drink and party until I bounce back from the blonde chick I'll have a smile on my face the whole time like I'm loving it I'm just going to enjoy myself like my heartbreak doesn't exist I'm going to go out with my friends like I've had my emotions removed No one outside of my circle will know what I'm going through Taking shots until we're unable to stand, laughing until our ribs hurt Eyes getting blurry from the alcohol and slurring our words Tears won't be shed tonight because I'm having fun My heart is heavy, but tonight I'm going to make myself numb Protect myself until I'm ready to feel the hit I need to let loose for a few nights until I'm ready to deal with it I'm going through a lot and life isn't fair right now My broken heart seems to be too damaged to be repaired right now The world on my shoulders is a lot to wear right now I'm going to have fun for the next few nights, Because I don't want to care right now