I Am Not Going To Cry

The soul of my eyes have been wet for years, Crying a river of invisible tears. Thank God an Angel has been sent from above ? Never again feeling the Stupid Love. (Don Juan Williams 1-9-09) Such a sweet sexy woman I’ve wanted for quite awhile; Until I saw her I would hardly ever smile: Thanking God for her night and day, Something I’ve never been known to pray. That is where my happiness started…..And this is where my happiness ends. My heart is broken…… Before this ink could even dry I felt tears forming inside my eyes She is just like the woman, rather – female before Just another lying, hurtful, heartbreaking, crack head whore. Trying to move forward with my life This time she was to be my wife…… I almost feel like dying…. Why do I deserve to be done this way? I am patient, faithful, honest, understanding and the best lover they say. But they also said they loved me but…. I guess they loved crack more. I felt an arrow I thought was from cupid. I thought my love was through feeling stupid. But this time I won’t cry a river of tears My eyes are still swollen from the other years………… I am not going to cry……… ©Don Juan Williams 5-30-09