I Am

I am I am sick and tired of who I am I feel like I'm stuck and I can't get out I am annoyed of her I am annoyed of my family and I can't do anything about it I am I am lost I can't find my way through this feeling I am scared I'm scared that I will never be the same I am I am lonely I don't have anyone to look up to I am not allowed I can't fight back I can't even run away from it even if I tried I am