How Have I Missed Myself

You are so kind she says.
I smirk inside, knowing I am not.
She does not know that I loathe her.
I gloat in my subterfuge.

You are marvelous he says.
I am shocked, never liking anything about myself.
Where does this word come from?
How did it originate in his plebe brain?

You are creative, she says.
I look around; where am I?
What kind of illusion is this?
Who are these people?

You are so in touch with yourself, she says.
I wonder to whom she is speaking.
I turn and look behind me, seeking the source.
Surely these things are not about me.

Do I really have all of these people fooled?
Or is it me that is a confused harlot?
I flit away from the masses and study a reflection in the mirror
Wondering how I have missed this imposter all of these years.
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Hankins Avatar
October 7, 2021 at 9:39 AM
Careful...the mirror can be deceiving. You are probably more like people see you than you realize. That's a comforting thought, I should think.
Krutsinger Avatar
October 7, 2021 at 11:04 AM
I am different with different people.
Hawkins Avatar
October 6, 2021 at 8:50 PM
You don't see yourself as others see you...
Krutsinger Avatar
October 7, 2021 at 8:14 AM
I believe this is true
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