Hopeless, Heartbroken, and Homeless

All these thoughts trapped inside my brain. Visions, delusions, writhing in pain; As I scream out in vain. I keep calling your name, Only to be met by silence again. Why can't you hear me? I just wanted you near me. How can you not see? I'm not as bad as I seem. It just all fell apart, Almost at the start. As soon as I let you inside, You tore me apart. You've broken my heart. It's all my fault, somehow I caused it. Claimed you had a 'good reason', I lost it. The words shattered my soul, So harsh and so cold. Made me feel so alone, Felt like I should be gone. You say that you're done, I'd thought you might have been the one. I don't know what to do now. You said, "Just stop.", what if I don't know how?