Hollywood is Killing Me

I'll start to wear makeup And I'll start to wear my hair in a braid So I can look like a mature sexy baby Like all of his celebrity crushes I'll start to go on a diet And work out too much And question my self worth Like all of his celebrity crushes If I hide who I really am And pretend to be happy Maybe I can be just like the actresses Like all of his celebrity crushes If they're all my age Why don't I look like that Why am I not perfect Like all of his celebrity crushes How long until my immaturity Becomes unbearable And you see me for the child I really am Unlike all of your celebrity crushes