Holding On For the Ride

I open to a blank page which is pregnant with possibilities, thrilled that I found one in this notebook.
I’ve got drawings, words, and syllable counts upside down and backward on almost every page.
I had to flip through it twice before finding this lone page. The ink on the back has bled through
But this distraction I choose to overlook.
I can overlook things like that a lot easier now, 
Understanding the value of starting where you are with what you have on hand.
Limited only by my own knowledge, and experience, I pause to listen to my heart.
She knows better where I am going with this than I do. I take some deep breaths, 
Cleansing my artistic pallet.  
My heart has been named Sheila, after a good friend.
Sheila laughs, and begins with earnest.
My dendrites run to catch up, but never can.
I smile as I stare at Sheila’s handiwork.
A weird combination of cartoon and couplet, I see a bunch of z words.  Sheila she loves the Z!
The coffee and I get excited as Sheila picks up the pencil and begins again.
My conscious self is merely holding on for the ride.
This may sound silly to those who do not know,
But for those who do…
It has been much easier
Since I stopped listening
To my mind.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Richards Avatar
March 25, 2018 at 7:41 PM
We must always listen to our hearts first and foremost (in your case, to Sheila).....she has the gift that our sensible selves do not have, and I believe the very best people, who are sensitive to the world around them, are the ones who listen with a keen ear, to their hearts. (They also make the best poets, I would believe) !! PS..thank you for stopping by my poems today :)
Krutsinger Avatar
March 25, 2018 at 8:30 PM
You are so welcome, and it was MY pleasure, believe me. Where Sheila points, I go.
B. Avatar
March 25, 2018 at 7:22 PM
"I so much enjoyed your creativity ,Caren".. superb writing!!
Krutsinger Avatar
March 25, 2018 at 8:30 PM
Thank you,Robertina. My finished products are so far away from the first draft, it's amazing I can get anything done but these kinds of comments keep me going.Thank you!
Pigeon Tart Avatar
March 25, 2018 at 1:47 PM
This is so relatable! Fabulous ink :) xomo!
Krutsinger Avatar
March 25, 2018 at 2:18 PM
I knew you, as one with a terrific writer's mind would "get" this one, Maureen. Thanks for the visit, and the comment.
Michael Avatar
March 25, 2018 at 8:38 AM
Good one Caren...the mind has an important function for survival...but your Sheila knows... All the best
Krutsinger Avatar
March 25, 2018 at 10:08 AM
Thank you, Arturo; I bet your Sheila has your back too!
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