High

You know when you are up so high
Watching the clouds mingle with sunset 
Sitting with two lovebirds defiant of age
Constantly listening to the tantrums of a toddler
    A familiar noise 
But closing my ears to all that because experience has taught me well how to ignore
Hungrily waiting for the meal 
Guilty of throwing a quarter-full bottle of expensive water
             Out of fear, out of lack of knowledge 
Guilty of judging the parents of the toddler 
             Look at me, shame on me
Even entertainment that sits directly infront of me cannot quench my unknown thirst

And the constant turbulence only ignites so many last prayers from me
Even the tightly worn sitbelt cannot save 
Am guilty to say that midway through my fears and prayers, I started writting my obituary. ...

And now as I write this, already tipsy from some very red wine, I listen to Beethoven 
          How did I even get here?

Waiting to disappear in some sweet slumber 
Looking forward to drool all the saliva I can
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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May 15, 2015 at 1:15 AM
A well-expressed piece. Speckled with deeply pertinent aspects of life and human introspection. A superior write by all known standards...777+++!!!
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July 19, 2015 at 8:30 PM
Thank u again for the visit and the support. May God bless you
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