Hessa

He’s more myself than I am Whatever our souls are made of His and mine are the same There are many things that can keep you in a relationship Fear of being alone Fear of disrupting the arrangement of your life A decision to settle for something’s that’s okay Because you don’t know if you could get any better Or maybe there’s The irrational belief that it will get better Even if you know he wont change Here’s to the night I stood alone, To the night I cried so hard that I couldn't breathe To the night I prayed for him to comeback to me And of course to the night he never looked back Love isn't about how many months or years that you've been together Its about being able to see the light inside Of the person who knows nothing but darkness I feel like I’m drowning and Its hard to keep myself above the water, Especially when I’m fighting against the current To save him rather than myself I used to think that when people fell in love They just landed where they landed And had no choice in the matter afterword And maybe that’s the true of beginnings But its not true of this, now I fell in love with him But I just don’t stay with him by default As if there’s no one else available to me I stay with him because I choose to, Everyday I wake up, everyday that we fight Or lie to each other or disappoint each other I choose him over and over again And he chooses me At the end of it all He would be my perfect disaster and I would be his ever after.