Helpless
Is this helplessness a perception of mind,
Or a reality of flesh?
But no, it is a sure and persistent perception.
And what is there in me that may stand
Against that which I cannot see?
For he stands in shadows as patient as stone.
He will wait and count the beatings of a heart,
Which he would count forever if a heart could last.
He follows, unnoticed, witnessing the laughter
And the tears, but shares neither.
He is witness to the spades symmetrical work,
Where tears water a thirsting soil, but offers no comfort.
He is never coming, for he is already here, and never to leave,
Never to leave, a silent specter of stoic countenance.
Is he waiting for me, or am I waiting for him,
Helpless either way?
Do I walk through gardens of stone,
Searching for my personal etching?
And am I helpless to sponge away the letters and the guilt,
As I stand in the rain with mourners?
They may retire, returning to life and laughter, but I must remain,
Held fast in acrid earth by the marker of my passing, helpless.
I so long to go with them, but I may not,
Turning to look upon the stone and the life that could have been; helpless.
Copyright © George Leblanc | Year Posted 2015
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