heat

Charles and my predawn jog was a sweat-athon and as the sun rose, a heat-dome brightness tattooed crisp shadows in every corner. Any lingering coolness was burned off - evaporated. It was 94°f, 3 hours later, when I walked to campus - why don’t we use parasols anymore? Drag on, radiant afternoon heat, please. That was 100 proof sarcasm, in case you couldn’t tell. Hot days seem to drag-on slowly, like waiting for a microwave or a droning, liturgy. It wasn’t in the forecast but I wouldn’t have been surprised to hear, “Today’s forecast is slow, really slow.” Let’s start an Internet theory that the atmosphere is thinning or we’re just ants under a magnifying glass. The finally setting sun left a blood red line under the falling blue dark, like a gash of wound in the skin of young-night. Once my nightly obligations are done (classes, homework, reading), the silence can seem oppressive. I’m used to the never ending hustle, boiling drama and noise of seven suitemates - so there’s that. On now empty nights, I’m tortured by the high-beating pulse of youth, and I pace my empty apartment, like someone restlessly waiting for their venti-mocha-latte at a Starbucks. Can anyone suffer like a young woman left all alone? Why, oh whomever, must I sip from this deep, bitter, undrinkably salty sea of solitude? In this, my prime season, why do I only manage to exist? My needs are in a shameful state of decay. . . Cruel Summer by Bananarama Habits (feat. Haley Reinhart) by Scott Bradlee's Postmodern Jukebox [E] All That I Need by Ebony Loren, Matthew Ifield & Sebastian Kamae