Have you not heard, in every way, from everyone who ever was happy?
There are sacrifices and compromises
We all make them
We put up with what we’re willing to
To get what we think we want…
How soon does anyone know?
Was it REALLY worth it…
Ask yourself this:
Have you burned out?
Have you already lost more than planned?
Does the slope roll further down than where you thought you’d bottom out?
Can you still see your reward?
Has everything come back to you as you promised yourself?
How long have you been on that road…
Do you still feel the deal is fair?
Do you feel your life slipping away…
If these questions bother you
STOP
Drop
Tuck and roll
ABORT!!
This entity that is you…
It only has this one blip in time
Do not let yourself forget!
Do not let yourself get beaten down
Treat yourself fairly
Kindly, with empathy
Do NOT sacrifice your humanity, compromise your fulfillment
Misery is lonely, even in miserable company
Beating yourself is real!
Just like getting beaten
Often more insidious
Often more excused
Left unspoken, unacknowledged
Dreams are undervalued
If you laugh bitterly in the face of imagining your dreams come true…
You have work to do!
The secret…
Is that the path to realizing your dreams
Is just as fulfilling as the end of the journey
The constant confirmation of heading where you wish to be
Brings as much satisfaction as actually getting there!
Because you will discover…where one dream ends
Another begins
Time stands still for no one
Stuckness notwithstanding
The hourglass is a strong symbol for a good reason
It demonstrates finiteness
It demonstrates the heartbreaking human position in time
If those questions bothered you…
Find what is in your power to change
Dare to imagine where you want to go
And JUMP!
Once I returned to life and found I could not jump
I was horrified at my joy being grounded
I was disoriented
But I tried again
Nearly every hour
Until my legs would again carry my happiness above the ground
I did not sit and forget
Now…
Now I believe I am oriented just right!
And when my dreams crash
(As they are wont to do, against my will)
I pick them back up again
Reassemble the pieces
And take my bearings
Assess my sacrifices, my compromises
Before I embark again
Unwilling to be crushed by ANYTHING
MOST of all
Myself
Copyright © Payge Terner | Year Posted 2024
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