Guilty

Guilt of loving too much Guilty of wanting him too much Guilty of giving and not receiving of all sorts of things sexually and non sexual Guilty of letting him have his way with me when I wasn’t ready Guilty of falling in love with who I thought was the one Guilty of caring for someone who didn’t care as much Guilty of loving someone who loves in a way I didn’t know how. Guilty of letting him abuse my thoughts and turn them into something negative. Guilty is how I feel about him Or is it ignorance, which I didn’t see the person for who he is Rude Cruel Respectful in his own way Loving in his own way Caring in his own way Daring Smart Brilliant Talented So talented he had me begging for more. Still I plead GUILTY……