Growing

What kills
Are the thrills seem to have gone 
Like my ever decreasing youth
I failed to use 
The gift I abused
Thinking I was my God
I was entitled 
My very own referee 
Bingo Caller inches taller
Over all and sundry 
But retracing my track's 
My receipt's don't cover my taxes 
Refunding pearl's in plundered shell's 
Warranties have expired 
Upon an ocean floor beside bald tyres 
And discarded plastic bag's 
On fish to snag
For 1 final thrill
Like growing up
I would kill
Glancing beyond a windowsill 
Where The rain still dances upon the fresh cut grass
I can no longer smell or even tell cares
For the fresh air or sun
Bored as I of perpetual cutting and growing 
Never knowing if anything else will ever take place
Or replace the 1st time feeling
Alive 
Feeling 
Anything but Hollow
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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