Groundhog Day

I feel like it's a consistent cycle that keeps repeating over and over Consistent disappointments from my mother You somehow make your little girl who's not such a little girl feel like a little girl again Consistent disappointments from my friends How come you forget I exist until today, my birthday? Consistent disappointments from my lovers How come you forget I exist until there are tears from my eyes? Consistent disappointments from my school Why am I not listened to? I didn't choose to be this way What can I do to break the repeat? What can I do to break the loop? I feel like smoking is my only way to get away from everything.