Green Light

Through my window Gazing at the Green light Left alone to wonder why Screaming, cursing with my inner self Dark thoughts keep streaming from my head From a tired mind longing for the rest Alone, I slowly drift through life Trying to understand everything around Swirling questions bouncing in my mind Questioning everything…. Why am I living? What am I doing? Who am I? Why am I wasting my time? Staring at the walls of my room Looking for that something That missing piece makes it seems to be An emptiness staring right back at me filling me to the point of agony Completely I waste as it waits To seek and ravish me Staring at the mirror I can see my enemy And in this battle with my enemy I cannot find victory... And here I am left alone Gazing at the Green light Hopelessly trying to reach... For its what might gives me Sanity An anchor to reality