Grandma Curcio

Grandma Curcio 
You look out at me 
From a yellow, cracked photograph
Even my mother 
Doesn't remember your first name
She cannot be faulted
You were dead
Long before she married your son

Who were you, really?
Are you hidden in 
The hard lines etched 
In your grim, granite, grandma face?
Did those eyes pierce the soul 
Of your alcoholic husband
And cause him to bleed?
Is that why he terrorized 
You and your children?

I can only know you
Through my father's few words
"She was a wonderful, sweet woman"
I can only know you 
Through his actions as a teenager
When he beat his father - perhaps as badly
As grandpa had beaten you all:
"If you ever touch Ma again, I'll kill you"
My father did not have to
Carry out his threat

Grandma Curcio
You lived on 
In the man my father became
And now that he is gone
You live on in me
Who will gaze upon
My yellow cracked photograph?
Will they know my name
And wonder who I was?
And who will they be?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Austin Avatar
January 29, 2009 at 1:47 PM
Grandma Curcio had it pretty rough, but I would bet things have turned out well with you. Good write! Photographs are strange, a person caught in the moment and that moment is all you have to remember later, those "hard lines" Love, daver
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January 26, 2009 at 3:56 AM
Brilliant write. A lot of depth to this piece. Layers upon layers reveal with each stanza. Wonderfully done.
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