Grace

I’ve been patiently lying on the side of my bed… Soaking in past dread – all the words that you’ve said Those words should’ve been left unsaid… Somehow, I need to learn to let go I need to forgive you for all the things you say I’m sorry that I’ve let you down though I said some things I didn’t mean to say today I’ll make it up to you someday…someday… Will you come around my lane? Will you keep calling me names? Will you still think me insane? You’re still wondering why I won’t play your mind games Will you come around my lane? Will you keep calling me names? Will you still think me insane? You’re still wondering… You’re still pondering… You’re still wondering why I won’t play your mind games It’s because of you, I’ve been feeling blue It’s because of you... Nothing new – You say things out of the blue… You’re so thoughtless You didn’t even know I was a mess You added to my distress Your words – they express The truth behind it all… Try to catch me before I fall Just let the tears roll down from my face I’ll just try to find my place in His Home of Grace I have nothing to lose… I’m lost in my muse… You’ve been giving me your shoes That are worn-out by your daily walk of the boohoo blues I’ve tried to give you His saving grace I’ve tried to cherish your elegant face, But I’ve figured out that, without a doubt, My love wasn’t enough – I better walk God’s route You’ve proven to me that you have your weaknesses I see right through them by telling you your strengths You got to have faith in brighter days, sweetheart Keep your head up above the surface or you’ll surely break apart You’re leaving me breathless I’m grieving in utter distress I must confess that you’re everything to me if not more I must address that you’re, actually, the one that I adore You’ve seen my downfalls You’ve neglected my calls You’ve treaded the shadowy halls That once held on to God’s grace… But it failed through it all… Sorry that you’ve been lost without a trace Just try your best to stand tall You needed me…I know deep down inside You wanted me…I doubt I’ll heal this time You searched for me, but you don’t know where I hide Diligently, you try with your undying might But, it’s not worth it, love of mine One day, His grace will shine upon you And when that day comes, When that Kingdom comes, You and I will fly together as one I accept you in my arms, I love you a ton So, come over here Have no single fear Give me an embrace unlike any other For, we, honestly, belong together forever Your goodbyes are cradled in my ears I’ve been holding on to them for several years, Wondering when you’d return to me, my angel You are amazing in every possible angle… Come back to me, my grace…my saving grace… Come back to me – give me a prudent embrace Please…please don’t leave me hanging in this confusion, baby Please…please don’t grieve…just relieve me from this misery I can’t just change overnight, love of mine You saw right through the lie – I ain’t doing fine To tell you the truth, I need Your grace once and for all I’m sick and tired of failing to answer Your important call Don’t regret anything anymore… You’re the one that I adore… Say no more…please, say no more… Please don’t shut the front door What are you waiting for? We complete each other Like ceiling to floor I’m feeling sore to the core… So come with me and soar In the land of Liberty and Grace from on high Don’t wave your last goodbye…whisper no lie…