God Is In Me
I come to the realization
that I am merely man
everything I have fought for
was conquered by my own hand
Each one of my poems
were a time he wasn't there
I keep looking to the heavens
but all I see is air
For now I see that God is in me
existing vicariously through my mind
sometimes it seems I lose him
for it's me he's trying to find
I once strived to be just like him
there is no wrong in that
I believed in myself enough to surpass him
and put the whole world on my back
Embedded in my memory
the fact only I can hold me down
for I have crawled into the darkness
where my inner-self was found
There I could see my failure
it left a bitter sting
I could see no evil
for the Devil is not in me
Now that I have achieved my Godhead
there is no more setting sun
only an army of watching angels
weeping for lost souls by the thousand
Every time I have been tested
my fear is seldom seen
if you are seeking God
he is on the path far behind me.
Copyright © Bj Fard | Year Posted 2012
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