Girl

1. Out my window rain starts to fall 2. I am trying to get a hold of you 3. Knowing that the break up was wrong 4. Sitting in my window I start to bawl 5. Wondering what you are going through 6. Writing out the words to our song 7. Are you even at home 8. Why was I so dumb 9. I know it was all a lie 10. You should not be alone 11. I am feeling numb 12. All I want now is to die 13. Should I go for a walk 14. Or sit here and think 15. The rain is so inviting 16. I really want to talk 17. Over a talk drink 18. I promised no more fighting 19. I have always loved you 20. With all my heart 21. I can almost fell your presence 22. After all we had been through 23. Hard from the very start 24. My shoulders are getting tense 25. Some aspirin to stop the pounding 26. My window is now cracked 27. What can be that awful smell 28. The rain is so hard I hope your not drowning 29. All my things were packed 30. Suppose to stay the night oh well 31. I turn up my music 32. The rain wont stop 33. More scared now for you 34. In my mirror putting on your favorite lipstick 35. Not a lot of water on the windowsill just a drop 36. I can almost hear you 37. I can hear your voice 38. Its in my head but it feels so close 39. Still writing the words to our song 40. To break up a bad choice 41. I don’t want someone else 42. Its been so long 43. Our song is on now 44. With words of pure love 45. To much pain to take so I skip it 46. My eyes hurt so now 47. I feel like you were sent from above 48. And I always gave a Spit. 49. Your voice is so loud I’m so close to you 50. I go to the window 51. And look down 52. I look down and see you 53. But just a body below 54. Then I frown 55. I ran down the stairs 56. And I grabbed you and told you that 57. I do love you 58. And that you will live and when you sing there will be no more glares 59. I said so much more then that 60. But I could still not save you 61. Holding your bloody body in my arms 62. Crying to myself 63. To kill myself an hour later without a try 64. To get out of harms 65. Way to kill myself 66. To ask why?