Ghosting Me

It was a very overwhelming day today, Yet I learned my many lessons with a grinning frown on my face It was as if I've been given no second chance But, God forgives me with his marvelous mercy The torrent of tension washed upon me It splashes into my veins of mere insanity I grew attached to you as I saw fit clearly You're perfectly imperfect and you knew it sincerely I feel like no one loves me to be frank with you I used to adore the way you looked at me, true Now, out of the blue, you tell me you're taken It's as if life is too unbearable to take… I've been forsaken.. Rejected… once again… I've paid attention to you for so long… Regret and pain is my lullaby song… The torrent of tension rises up in me Today, no one will recognize this love stored up remarkably inside me wholeheartedly It was a very overwhelming night for me You see, yet you don't see, my long lost baby Babecakes will no longer be your nickname Shame embraced me - I'm the one to blame I feel hurt… Uninformed and forlorn for a while… Comfort… Fails me now like a corrupted file We will remain friends - yeah right... It will never be the same, fickle lover It was just a mere infatuation alright… My adoration was festive towards you like no other Now, I'm bound in these chains of doubt There's absolutely no way out, so I pout I wish you'd understand the way I'm feeling Thanks for our heartless actions of ghosting Shame on you for ghosting me for a long time I should've known you were a drug addict idiot I've been given a second chance from God actually Poetry is in my veins, so cut off the strife of writer's block in my mind...and this sorrow from within Wrestling with these woeful wildfires inside Freestyling with my loneliness and pride I liked you or loved you as a friend, But I don't know anymore...you tend to offend… Ghosting me gives me every right to be ghosting you… For a matter of fact, I already blocked your number on my phone… Don't ever call me again Leave me alone..please leave me alone You're just an abominable ghoster on his own