ghosted

there i sat at 1am thinking about where i went wrong as tears poured down my face like an unearthly waterfall i remember every conversation trying though as to remember why did they like me? did they even truly like me? or was it a game only, someone has to put that blame on them because i didn’t do anything wrong or so i thought yet i always catch myself blaming it on me once again. “i pushed them away.” “i wasn’t good enough for them.” why do i think like that if they really liked me wouldn’t they have stayed i’ve been ghosted and i have only myself to blame