Freestyle Expressions From the Dome

Confusion is the non-recognition to accept the reality of what is my life. Frustration is the internal anger of feeling misunderstood by the people who I thought cared about me. Sadness drenches my soul like the heavily poured precipitation lightly tapping down on God's awesomeness green....Realizing that I feel broken Slowly breaking the wall that is the representation of the strength that I portray amongst the eyes of the ones who see me the most. Tired of feeling isolated in so-called cooperative association of careless narcissistic beings Bothered by the petty, ill-conceived notions of the majority's definition of "cool".... Standing outside of the proverbial box with no desire to step in to the illusion of the false fantastic point of view. Maybe my crazy individualistic being is a no mere match to your shallow uber-pathetic flesh I sense that I have to stand alone in order to survive the distractions of desolate, counteractive minds..... Maybe it is possible that I have stretched my heart far beyond the reach. Possible that I may care too excessively. I feel as hollow as the ancient scenescapes of centuries past....and I am in need of a reason to truly give a smile again.