Finding my way

Been searching around Nothing yet found Don't know where I'm bound Looking for my space Must of fell out of grace Wondering who am I to be lost in place Stuck in time Without a dime Wishing for my day to come I feel better off than some But it has taken so long Same ol song Of life gone wrong And once upon a time Like some old nursery rhyme I had wished for love Maybe a sign from above I have wished upon a fallen star Nothing so far I hold on to my desire To lift myself up higher Not to lose my inner fire So much I wish to be Too see Life lessons I have learned Love yet earned Learning I have to be me To be free The understanding of myself Will be my greatest wealth Accepting being alone, No love shown But hope has still grown One day Find the right words to say Life will fall into place Wear a smile on this face Wish that day was now But I'm still leaning the how So I keep going forward Toward To what, I do not know My time will some day show Untill then I'll continue to grow Searching to find me That is how I will be free Open my heart Everyday is a new start Stepping past the fear Overcoming any tear No matter how hard is my way Strength to make it through another day Fear of the unknown I will survive, time has shown I am but a child all grown Things I so want Fears that haunt Times I feel so lonely Am I my one and only I have found Falling tears make no sound Pain has my heart bound But I stand tall Afraid to fall There I may stay Lose my way I see nothing worth this fight But I stay in the light The darkness I fear Is always near Inside me It will always be Makes it hard to see Becomes hard to care So hard to bare This pain inside The times I have cried Life has lied Tomorrow.... Some coming tomorrow This land of no sorrow I must find For my own peace of mind Who am I I am the man who can still cry Who still thinks he can fly But afraid to leave the ground Till I'm heaven bound Who am I To reach so high Still I am afraid I will fall But I shall give it my all Only fail when I don't try Wishing for a happy tear to cry Before I die Then watch me fly