Finally Too Late

On the warm wet day in december I look back at my life and remember How it was in days gone by Everyone i loved taken and still i know not why Years that cant be lived again Moments gone in a whisp of wind A tear slips from my eye down my face Times i wish could be replaced Each year has swifty sped away To be replaced with dismal gray Never having risked too much Never knowing true loves touch Always remembering the way pain felt Dealing with the hand fate dealt This year not like all the others I found my heart in the hand of another I fought hard to steer clear and remain unattached Little did i know my determination was matched For you never gave a second thought To get around my walls you fought And not just a little but with your all And you were gone when i felt them fall When this coming year the day arrives That on a sparrows wings our hearts take off and flies When your beautiful smile brings air to these lungs once again When our lives finally truly begin You will feel complete in every way My love will show from within every day I will strive during the years for you to never need to doubt You will always know what my mission in life is about I will hold you tightly as your body and mind recieves its rest Watching the rise and fall of your chest Every nite loved no matter our past The only love destined to last A mission only to love you unconditionally For now til infinaity That is all i want to give to you Even on the days that are hard to get through Because baby girl theres nothing you can ever do That will stop my love for you..