Finally Can Say Goodbye

There hasn't been one day past where I havn't thought about you I wish there was some way to forget this time has past and our baby looks more and more like you what am I supossed to do I can't get you're eyes out of my head especially when there staring at me from our baby I know we can't talk but there's so much I have to say how am I supossed to do that when I feel like I'm locked in the chains I know you'll never read this and you'll never see if we weren't always so screwed maybe we could've been the family, I always had dreamed I'm stuck with this fantasy that wasn't ever meant to be I wish you could just see and we could just speak so many lies we wound up this way if I could tell you the truth and nothing but , maybe you would have stopped from being that way and being all the shame I never knew what I did wrong but im sick of living this silence I don't think I'll ever win I don't know how to tell you and I loved you everyday and with all my heart I'll love you until I pass away Kenny Moses, I'm telling you the truth now thats what i have to say to you and I can finally say goodbye goodbye blue....