Feelings of Adulthood

"At a certain age not sure of, ...I was still young to discover the reality about that, Heard of sex,and worked with curiosity to find its meaning as fact, But,...'was it inspirational?',pinned the mind to that slug, Wanted to know much about it, Rather got myself in an experienced coat, Flew to excavate treasure of what it sold, Just to point a twilight meeting the whole idea it entails,'it was a clmax'. In a certain drenched library,I took a book titled,'sexism for your banana'. Went through as I will when I'm studying the Christian scripture. May be you may need what I caught out from the author of that book. He inked what the banana dug,'white milk',...hey teacher! Sex meant all lessons with preceptibles. Verily,made much emphasis to know about the topic. Went to different people for their understanding about exotic, "That's the ever sweetest act in the existence of man",one man told me when I took him through a questionnaire, He wasn't married but yet,his experience was nightmare, Being able to source informations from numerous people, The result proved to me that,sex was for married couples according to spiritual studies, But wait,..."you can't leave any reason tangibly,refusing to let go of a ripe edible fruit,felt directly in your presence from its tree, ...more so,before you try to take a step over,your strong tool for copulation will mount its nodding head, So let's stay humble",another lady said to me, Yeah,she was true tellimg the reality, Somehow,control would be used for self security, "Jack,I beat freely on my lady so I'm strong without priority, On street,call me the rider with calipers,....stuffed with timeless trigger, I go longer rounds,...And I do that with a rubber", Freely he sent these messages, The informations came from different bridges, Virtually,the book told me exactly what men outside it gave me as a prove, Arching stages of life,I discovered the heated desires of what I have rule, More important,I think the new ones approaching furious, Under the watch of mum and dad,they felt nervous; No,rather feared to make known to me what sex brings them, Outlines and characteristics of my individual change in a system, Expense did I pay with curiosities, ...sometimes with practice,...whilst sometimes watched to attain entries, Later,I sent back the book to the library free, Now as parents,they want to treat of sex with me, "You're man now",they voice out, Within me they should talk about the auxiliary,not the basic doubt, Only because sex is already to bow.